Thursday 21 March 2013

Task 2d - The Inquiry Task


What in your daily practice gets you really enthusiastic to find out more about? Who do you admire who also works with what makes you enthusiastic?
I have a passion for the teaching of dance and in a whole it is something that I am very enthusiastic about.  I think the main thing that makes me so enthusiastic is seeing students that do not have any dance tuition in any aspect of their life have the chance to learn, choreograph and develop a ‘professional’ routine, similar to those that they see in music videos on the television.  This is similar to my overall drive for working at the school that I currently do (click here for school website).  The school that I work in at the moment has students with very varied backgrounds, a great deal of which do have deprived home lives.  Giving these students a service, within their education, that they would usually have to pay for and seeing how grateful and happy they are to be given the opportunity constantly enthuses me to continue to do what I do.  The second thing that makes me enthusiastic in my current daily practice is seeing the progress that is made by students within my lesson.  The levels of progress made by the most able students really do enthuse me in a certain way, but in my opinion the most enthusing progress that can be made is by the students that do not think they have any dance ability and working with them until they feel like they have achieved and progressed. 
A person that I admire is the subject leader for PE, Laura Cade.  Laura entered teaching in a similar way to me.  Her passions for the job also match mine in most ways.  Laura has strived to build a department which is fully inclusive of all students and one which supports all, taking both the most and least able into account.  Laura is a very support subject leader from the point of view from her staff.  One of her most important aspects is to enthuse her staff on a daily basis, especially if there are circumstances that could bring down the moral among the department.  The reason she sees it as her job to enthuse the staff is because of the students.  Laura wants her staff to all be inspiration to all students and to do this we all need to be in lifted spirits.
What gets you angry or makes you sad? Who do you admire who shares your feelings or has found away to work around the sadness or anger?
The thing that makes me angry when I am working in my current professional practice is mainly the staff.  I very rarely get angry or upset by things that the students do due to the fact that there are policies and procedures to be followed in response to these actions rather than have my anger or upset as the response.  One of the main things that makes me angry is when staff do not follow the policies and procedures that are in place to respond to the poor or positive behavior, attitude or work level displayed and presented by the students.  With one case in particular, there was a student that had been misbehaving all day and by the time she got to me should have had incident reports and follow up meetings happen numerous times for her behavior throughout the day.  When the student displayed poor behavior during my lesson, I followed through with all the correct procedures to which the students’ behavior escalated due to the fact that she had been behaving in this way all day and this hadn’t happened.  I think this particular student’s situation could have been dealt with in a far more professional way if the staff body had of all followed the school’s procedures and policies in the correct way.  Somebody that I admire who shares my annoyance with respect to these occurrences is the person who is second in charge of PE called John Bose.  John has taught me that even though it is frustrating, it is better to be the member of staff that is following the protocol than the one who isn’t and to lead by example.
From my experience of working in the industry, the thing that makes me upset and angry about the working conditions is the fact that getting a job is never solely based on the person’s ability.  The majority of jobs that come up also focus on the individual’s look and appearance.  I believe that if an individual is capable of doing a job they should be considered for it, rather than having to look the part before the ability is judged.
What do you love about what you do? Who do you admire who also seems to love this or is an example of what you love?
There are two things that I really do love in my professional practice, the first of which being the feeling that I get when I take a bow at the end of a performance and the second the feeling that I get at the end of a class.  In both occasions the feeling that I get at the end can be both positive and negative and also can be felt with enthusiasm or felt with gratitude for the end.  In all of these different occurrences it is always a feeling that I love due to the fact that it is always a sense of achievement.  A person I trained along side, but who is also one of my best friends, also shares this feeling of achievement on seeing the close of a class, a show or of any event that she has been a part of.  Amiee Singer is someone that has been able to build a career in the arts.  One of the main things that she has learnt is that she has had to take on jobs that she hasn’t necessarily wanted to do to get to where she is.  She taught me that the best thing about doing a job that you do not necessarily want to do is the sense of pride and achievement at the end of it.  I think I have been able to take on this sense of achievement into any negative experiences in my professional practice and I think this is why I always love the feeling of getting to the end, whether is has been a positive or negative experience.
What do you feel you don’t understand? Who do you admire who does seem to understand it or who has found a way of making not understanding it interesting or beautiful, or has asked the same questions as you?
I think in my current professional practice you are never able to get to the stage where you feel completely as if you understand everything.  I am constantly learning and developing my role.  From carrying out my degree I have begun to reflect even further into my ability and have found that not only are there more areas that I can pick faults in within my practice, I am also able to find ways of finding out the information that is needed to fill these faults.  Somebody at school that I admire for his abilty within the teaching industry is Paul Kean.  He is currently in his Newly Qualified Teacher (NQT) year, yet his ability in teaching, his knowledge of education and also his role within the school supperseeds his experience.  He is currently a middle leader and is very determined to reach leadership.  I admire the fact that he puts in 100% effort and always tries to give his best.  He has taught me to never settle for being ‘good enough’ or ‘second best’, he always pushes me to reach my full potential.  Another person that I have found myself looking up to on this degree is Iona Holland.  She clearly has great determination to succeed in this qualification and also has learnt to use and maintain a blog account much faster than me.  She I someone that pushes me to work to my best and her work also inspires me to complete my work to my best ability and to make my page look its best.  Please take a look at her blog by clicking here.

Sunday 17 March 2013

Task 2c - Critical Reflection on Reader 2


Critical Reflection on Reader 2

Reflection is something that I use all the time in my profession, not only reflecting daily but also by the hour/minute.  Teaching is a profession that requires one to constantly review and adapt the chose approach.  As mentioned in Reader 2, ‘reflection is used in and by a number of professionals, particularly those professionals whose job it is to be in the process of change’ (Middlesex University, 2012: 4), and as a teacher the change that I am a part of the process of is the change in the minds of my students, enabling them to learn and develop.  The only time that I have considered myself to have learnt from experience is when I have failed at something, commonly when I do something right I do not consider my actions to have taught me anything.  Obviously, when undertaking an action, be that correctly or incorrectly, you are always going to learn from what you have done but I only seem to think I have learnt from experiences that I have had that have gone wrong or badly.

The first part of Reader 2 that really made me consider and reflect on my profession was the exploration of Kolb’s learning cycle.  I have always considered the process of learning as an on-going cycle as I think that even when at the top of your game you are continuously striving to improve further, with the improvements coming from the review of previous actions.  When first considering where I entered Kolb’s cycle I thought that I would enter the cycle at the concrete experience stage.  The reasoning behind this was based upon the idea that as a former dancer, and now teacher of dance, I learn through doing.  Something that concreted this idea was the fact that I have never liked to sit down and write a plan for what I was going to do, due to the fact that I have never been one to sit and write anything, even when I was at school.  This initial thought process linked to the allocation of my place in Kolb’s learning cycle could be linked to Carl Jung's idea ‘that learning styles result from people's preferred ways of adapting in the world’ (Online: [2]).  On further reflection I think that I had let the knowledge of my past, from being at school, heavily influence this decision without fully considering the other options as when I fully considered all areas of the cycle I realised that the place at which I most commonly enter it was not concrete experience and rather abstract conceptualisation.  Though when actively learning something I do tend to get up and do it this always comes with some planning, though not the planning that I first thought of which I removed from possibility due to the written element.  I realised that I always think something through in head before attempting it.  The fact that I made this initial mistake does not surprise me as I also consider myself as somebody who Donald Schon would say undertakes reflection-in-action rather than reflection-on-action.

Donald Schon has made me realise that timing of reflection plays a key part in the reflection that takes place and as I have previously said, I will commonly not only reflect daily but also hourly or even by the minute.  If Donald Schon’s idea holds truth that the different amounts of time between action and reflection should throw up differences in the outcome of my reflection.  The fact that I consider myself to be someone who is able to and feels more comfortable to undertake reflection-in-action is something that does surprise me after reading Robert Kottcamp’s opinion that reflection-in-action ‘is more difficult to achieve’ (Kottcamp, R. B. 1990).  I think the main reason that I find this more time allotted way of reflection easier is due to my previous professional experiences working as a performer.  When working as a performing it is imperative that one is always considered to be working at the highest ability and therefore the process of reflection-in-action is necessary as, as said by Donald Schon it is ‘the more powerful for improvement of practice’ (Kottcamp, R. B. 1990) due to the fact that is the performer their self realises that they are not working to the best of their ability they can make instantaneous improvements, thus fixing the flaws in the practice.  Kottcamp has taken the idea originally presented by Schon and altered to allocation of reflection-in-action and reflection-on-action to ‘on-line’ and ‘off-line’ respectively, emphasising the change in time and type of reflection between the two.

Undertaking this module has required me to keep a journal for the first time in my life.  In his chapter titled Using Journal Writing to Enhance Reflective Practice in Promoting Journal Writing in Adult Education David Boud states there are many different purposes for writing a journal including;
to capture an experience, record an event, explore our feelings, or make sense of what we know. We may want to narrate something of importance so that others can see what we saw in it. Sometimes we write primarily for ourselves, sometimes for others. Journal writing is as varied as those who engage in it.’ (Boud, in Middlesex University, 2012: 14)
My journal was for a purpose that didn’t necessarily fit one of these purposes suggested by Boud as though I was keeping the journal for myself I was also keeping the journal to experience keeping a journal, so primarily for the experience of journal writing and having a physical representation of my active reflection.  Boud goes on to describe the practise of reflection as the ‘taking [of] the unprocessed, raw material of experience and engaging with it as a way to make sense of what has occurred’ (Boud, in Middlesex University, 2012: 15), this however if something that I personally do not agree with.  As I have previously mention, I consider my personal approach of reflection to fit with Schon’s model of reflection-in-action, or as Kottcamp has named it, ‘on-line’, and therefore when I come to writing my journal the experiences that I am engaging with are not unprocessed or raw.  To an extent I would argue that as soon as one has undertaken an experience the reflection process, whether consciously or subconsciously, starts immediately.  As I have touched on previously, I consider myself to only consciously reflect on situations that have gone wrong, yet, I still believe that I am reflecting on my practices that do go correctly as I will always endeavor to follow the same or a similar method in future, thus some form of reflection must have taken place.  This type of reflection is referred to as Reflection in Anticipation of Events.
After starting this module, journal writing is now something that I am no longer new to and no longer daunted by the thought of as I have come to realize it is just an extension of what I do every day, either when I think back over all the things that have went well whilst having a nice relaxing bath or thinking about all the things that went wrong whilst pouring myself a glass of wine.  The main thing that daunted me when I first realized I would have to write a journal was the word write.  Writing is something that I have always been put off by as I feel that it stunts my creative ability, though through the keeping of a journal and also through the trial of different journal writing styles this is something that no longer is a barrier as I now see it as an extension of my own reflection process which I undertake actively on a daily and hourly basis.




Bibliography

Kottcamp, R. B. (1990) means for facilitating reflection. Education & Urban Society, 22, 182-203.

Middlesex University (2012) Reader 2: The Reflective Practitioner.

Online Resources

[1] http://www2.unca.edu/et/br022102.html
[2] http://www.businessballs.com/kolblearningstyles.htm

Tuesday 12 March 2013

Task 2b - The Journal Writing Experience

When I first started to keep a journal I tried my hardest to incorporate as many of the different journal writing styles as possible but ended up focusing on four main styles.  Those four styles being:


  • List
  • Description
  • Evaluation 
  • Diagrams

The first thing that I have done every day is to write a list.  I always start by listing what I consider to be the main points of my day.  I have found that writing this list starts my reflective writing process by encouraging me to start to analyse my day not only as a whole but also in sections.  From writing the initial list I then look to writing descriptively about each of the main points.  I try to include as much detail as I have found that when reflecting on something to hopefully make a change/improvement, it is commonly the small points that can hold a big influence over what the outcome was and also what the future course of action should be.  Whilst putting description to each of the points I will then evaluate each of the sections, something which I usually do as I go.  The reason that I include this as I go is to make sure that I am fully evaluating each section of my day without letting the the other sections hot influence over my reflection of that section.  The reason that I do this is because; to make sure I am working at my strongest I need to make sure that I am looking at everything I do individually, ensuring any actions which, on reflection, I decide should not be repeated again or should be repeated but differently can be fully evaluated.  Following this part of the process I then bring my whole day together to perform an evaluation of my day as a whole.  This commonly leads me into looking to what I would do differently should the various situations that I faced that day should present themselves again.  Sometimes I will follow this by the drawing of diagrams which, due to being a visual learner, I feel help me to view my day along with any differences I will make next to and the things I will be sure to repeat in one.  Below is an except taken from my journal which encompasses the techniques list, description and evaluation:

"Monday 4th 2013

  • Maths Revision 
  • Cover Sheet
  • Maths Exam
  • Finance Budget - Dance Show
  • N7 Cover
  • Personalised Training 
  • Rehearsals - Dance Show
I got to school early today as it's the day of my second maths exam.  This one was the calculator paper and I was feeling less confident and therefore went straight up to the maths department.  At 08:15 I had to check the cover sheet which told me that I was down to cover the nurture group, known as N7, period 4 today.  After seeing that I wasn't down to cover all day I then continued my maths revision and then went into the exam.  On reflection I feel that I could have spent more time practicing with the calculator to make sure that I was as prepared as I could have been and next time I will make sure that I spend as much time as possible before the exam.  Following the maths exam I needed to take a look at the finance budget for the upcoming dance show.  This involved looking at ticket sales, pricing up the money that had been spent on things like catering and programmes and making sure that we would be in profit by the end of it.  I had to make sure that I was speaking with Natasha and also Lynne to make sure that we were all on the same page.  The N7 group needed to be taught maths with the assistance from Fed.  The lesson focused on using times tables.  I was really proud of the fact that I was able to teach these students maths and it gave me real confidence in my ability and confidence in the exam that I had just sat.  On reflection, I feel that Fed could have been included in the lesson to a greater extent.  Next time I must make sure that he, as the allocated TA, is fully incorporated into the lesson.  Though he is a very able TA he does need assurance and instruction.  Monday is Personalised Training day, today training was cancelled and I was told that I didn't need to stay but due to the upcoming dance show I called in one of my groups to rehearse in the performance space.  Today was a really long day with lots of mixed emotions but in all I think I had a positive impact on the students that I came into contact with and also used all of my time to its full extent."  

On this day it is clear how the combination on the techniques have helped me explore my day.  So far I have found the journal writing process quite enjoyable and now see it as an extension of my day.  The main difficulty that I have experienced is finding the time to create that physical representation of my day in enough detail that it truly forms a reflective document, one which I can use for my own personal, professional development.